Здравей.
Обръщам се директно на „ти”, защото сега си уязвима, имаш нужда от подкрепа и от разбиране, а не от официалности и съвети на човек, който не знае през какво минаваш. И аз съм като теб. И аз минах по този път. Но знай, че нещата са такива, каквито сама решиш да ги възприемеш.
Аз научих за невъзможността да забременея, когато бях на 24. Голям удар беше! И то научих за това, точно когато се готвех да кумувам на бременна младоженка. И се налагаше да прекарвам по 12 часа с нея! Представяш ли си?
Когато лекарят ми каза новината изпаднах в ужас. Излезнах от кабинета му, седнах на бордюра и започнах да плача. Виждах как мечтите ми за поне 3 деца потъват някъде. Хората минаваха покрай мен и ме гледаха втренчено.
3 дни не бях на себе си. На четвъртия ден си казах:” Животът не е свършил! Господ е решил да ме подложи на изпитания и трябва да премина през това. Много неща съм преживяла и това ще преживея! Ще ми мине като на кученце!”. Обадих се на моя приятелка, която има детенце на 2г. и я помолих да се видим. Тя доведе и малкия, погушкахме се с него, поех дълбоко въздух за да усетя бебешкия му аромат, а той ми отговори с една голяма усмивка и с малките си пръстчета ме хвана за носа. Малко се натъжих, очите ми се напълниха със сълзи. Като видя това малкия само каза: „Обичам те! Ама мноооооооого!” И това ми беше достатъчно.
Замислих се, че в крайна сметка майчинството не се изразява в това да износиш едно дете и да го родиш. Защото не пъпната връв и тези 9 месеца се правят майка, а това да гледаш това дете, да му се радваш, да го обичаш, да го обгрижваш.
Така започнах по-често да се срещам с приятелките ми, които имат деца и им се радвах на тях. И те ми се радваха и ми показваха своята любов.
На третото посещение при моя гинеколог му казах:” Докторе, ще си осиновя детенце! Животът не започва и не свършва с детето! А и ми е много тривиално да си имам деца, които да си приличат. Искам едно бяло, едно арабче и едно азиатче с дръпнати очички!”.
Тогава докторът каза:” Ето това е първата крачка в твоето лечение. Писна ми от пациентки, които всеки път идват тук с ред сълзи и ред сополи и се вайкат. Как да излекувам тялото им, като духът им е по-болен от тялото?!”
И така 6 месеца се събуждах всяка сутрин с термометър в дупето. В края на шестия месец казах :”Достатъчно!”, защото усещах, че това ме стресира. Сега съм се оставила в ръцете на съдбата и на Господ, защото хората са казали :”Ако не си помогнеш сам и Господ нe може да ти помогне”. Аз започнах да си помагам сама, като спрях да мисля за проблема си..... Направи го и ти! Защото дори и да нямаш физически пречки да забременееш, психиката може да блокира зачеването.... И докато физическите проблеми могат да се излекуват, психиката не е толкова поддатлива.....
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